1 post tagged “rain”
Tell us two truths and a lie about yourself.
1. I have always gotten B's and A's on my report cards.
2. I have a type of OCD.
3. I trust people very easily.
Now here is the more-
Today it rained like krazy! There were tornado warnings south of town, which is were all of my friends live! Now don't get me wrong I love thunderstorms and just how something so... dangerous I guess can be so beautiful. I guess it is just one of the wonders of God. I just love rain because (this sounds retarded) when I stand in the rain I think of two things 1. Cleansing of all of the horrible things that have happened in my life. 2. Love.
Which brings me to my second point of the day. I know I am only 13 and I know nothing about love yet I know all of the wrongs of love (if that makes sense.) I sit and watch my sister and her boyfriend fight and I watched my dad and mom fight and I just wonder how you can "love" someone and yet you yell at each other. I also look at my sister and her boyfriend and see how much her boyfriend cares and loves her and actually it makes me smile. Love is just one of those things I will never understand no matter how hard I try. I might fall in love in 3 or more years and I will admit I am a very strict person when it comes to relationships. I mean I have never kissed someone so I guess it is a crime to want to have it a magical moment. Lol my sis and her boyfriend are fighting right now.. I just don't understand how one can say I Love You than go off and act like a (word.) I do love my sister to death but still. Any hoo... I want to meet the "perfect" guy someday and look into his eyes and just have the whole world stop. To have him hold me and to hear his heart beat..maybe I am asking for to much but isn't that love? Isn't that what you picture when your 5 years old after you watch Cinderella? When you just one day plan your first kiss and your wedding and your kids names? Yet our world is soo messed up that love really isn't love any more. I mean it isn't the fairy tell love! I want that though! Call me demanding and whatever else you can think of but... I just want to find the guy who can make me feel great just by seeing him smile and the guy that say I Love You and you truly believe him. I have a purity ring meaning I am going to wait till marriage and I wear the crown pointing towards me (and call this corny) and one day I want the man of my dreams ("the one" if you may) to turn it so it points outward, meaning I have my heart set on somone. What does this have to do with rain you ask? Well I have always pictured my first kiss being in the rain. My sister told me "good luck with that" but a girl can still dream can't she? Maybe I may never find love maybe I will but it will always be on my mind what love.. TRUE love really is. Honestly, I don't think half of the people in the world know.
Well that must of been pretty boring.. so I leave you all thinking of that one man or woman or thinking yea.. when will I meet the one? I wish you all a great and happy, loved filled life! God Bless ( and if you don't believe in God w/e else Bless)
~JaImE~ <3
