http://baby3194.vox.com/library/posts/tags/moving+on/page/1/ The past is the past I'm gonna find the future... =) en Vox Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:27:45 -0700 Copyright 2007 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss moving on http://baby3194.vox.com/library/post/striving-for-my-dreams.html?_c=feed-rss-full nobody@vox.com(baby3194) http://baby3194.vox.com/library/post/striving-for-my-dreams.html?_c=feed-rss-full http://baby3194.vox.com/library/post/striving-for-my-dreams.html?_c=feed-rss-full Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:27:45 -0700 <p>The reason I am bringing this up is because my friend Taylor had her first kiss with this one guy that I personally don&#39;t want her to date. One: Because we&#39;re 13. Two: I am soooooo afraid she is going to get hurt. Three: She is rushing things whether she wants to admit or not. What does this have to do with my dreams? Well I am nothing like my friend when it comes to relationships. I want to tell her my reason but I just can&#39;t. My life is soo complicated and it has affected the way I think about people and certain situations. I haven&#39;t told anyone about my life because.. well because I don&#39;t want pity. I will tell Taylor someday because she deserves to know why I act so weird. But of course it won&#39;t be any time soon. I think she knows I have been through pain but I think she is to afraid to ask. My life has hurt me in so many ways but I don&#39;t ever want to go back. I don&#39;t want to put my kids through that pain. I will probably be a push over mom hehehe. I hope I meet a guy who will make a lot of decisions cause I can&#39;t make decisions to save my life! There I am going off track again.. Dang ADD!! Any way my life has just made me push that much harder to become someone. I want a great life when I get older. I know that I will have problems but I also know that I will keep going. I found an amazing quote that really says it all: It doesn&#39;t matter where you&#39;re coming from. All that matters is where your going. Pretty deep eh? I am usually not like this in real life. Actually everything I say on here is from my heart and this is just barely skimming the top. The sad part is half the people I know don&#39;t even know some of this stuff. I guess I am on here so I can just write it down. I mean I&#39;m not saying every possible detail. </p><p>Well I think that was enough drama for today!! I hope all your dreams come true and that whatever has or will happen just to let you know that I have and still feel that. And I promise that someday it will get better. I just have to keep telling myself that...</p><p>Much Love,<br />&#160;&#160;&#160; &#160;&#160; ~JaImE~ &lt;3</p><p><br /> </p> <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://baby3194.vox.com/library/post/striving-for-my-dreams.html?_c=feed-rss-full#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d414334a0b685e00e3989747310003?_c=feed-rss-full">Send to a friend</a> </p> dreams pain moving on striving