1 post tagged “mornings”

Something about blogging in the morning is just soo amazing. Well.. 11:43 is morning to me. I'm sitting here in my p.j's just thinking about what's coming next. You know?? Easter is coming up and I'm excited. My birthday is the 31st and I truly know now that I'm growing up. Here's why: When I was little I would write down EVERYTHING on T.V that I thought would be cool to have. Of course they were toys. Now I get asked what I want and I honestly don't know. My mama ordered me 2 t-shirts yesterday and when I go with my dad for Easter I probably am just going to get clothes. Unless I see some cool electronic thing I want. And my mama said she might just give me $30 on my birthday and send me off to Wal-Mart. Now it's just clothes and money. Don't get me wrong.. I'm perfectly fine with that, but still.. something seems wrong. Maybe it's just the fear of growing up. I never thought I would say that but it's true. I signed up for High School and all I can think is .. "how am I going to get all of my credits." "college is in 4 years." "what classes do I need." All of these things pop in my mind and I feel like I have no help. It is truly frustrating. I know I can make it.. but it is just hard. *sigh* Sometimes I think life goes a little to fast...