2 posts tagged “life”
Something about blogging in the morning is just soo amazing. Well.. 11:43 is morning to me. I'm sitting here in my p.j's just thinking about what's coming next. You know?? Easter is coming up and I'm excited. My birthday is the 31st and I truly know now that I'm growing up. Here's why: When I was little I would write down EVERYTHING on T.V that I thought would be cool to have. Of course they were toys. Now I get asked what I want and I honestly don't know. My mama ordered me 2 t-shirts yesterday and when I go with my dad for Easter I probably am just going to get clothes. Unless I see some cool electronic thing I want. And my mama said she might just give me $30 on my birthday and send me off to Wal-Mart. Now it's just clothes and money. Don't get me wrong.. I'm perfectly fine with that, but still.. something seems wrong. Maybe it's just the fear of growing up. I never thought I would say that but it's true. I signed up for High School and all I can think is .. "how am I going to get all of my credits." "college is in 4 years." "what classes do I need." All of these things pop in my mind and I feel like I have no help. It is truly frustrating. I know I can make it.. but it is just hard. *sigh* Sometimes I think life goes a little to fast...
If when you wake up in the morning,
And the hurting is so great,
You don’t wanna get out of bed,
And face a world of hate.
If everything in life goes wrong,
And nothing you do seems right,
You just try a little harder,
And soon you’ll see the light.
For every person who has put you down,
And filled your life with pain,
You must strive to achieve greatness,
And show them you can win.
For every disappointment,
For the times you are let down,
There will be a better moment,
And your life will turn around.
Because everyone feels heartache,
And everyone feels pain,
But only those who have true courage,
Can get up and try again.
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Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven’t than tell me why you
judge me as you do.
Have you ever woken up in the morning wondering
if this was you last day on Earth?
Have you ever left you house
unsure if you’d return?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
hoping God will hear?
Have you ever prayed
to get rid of the fear?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
behind the things you say?
Have you ever wished
this was the last day?
Have you ever wanted to protect your friends
and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
that you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven’t than tell me
why you judge me as you do.
