2 posts tagged “depressed”
I would say that this day can't get any worse.. but I honestly wouldn't even be that surprised if it did..
Yeah, I could sit here and describe the horrible pain that is running through my body right now..
The fact that I feel extrememly fat and I am choosing not to eat today..
The fact that NO holiday ever works out for me.. it is just shitty..
Or the fact.. that I have been relizing that I am truly alone.. that everyone hates me and no one really listens..
I could go on and on.. but I just feel like sulking..
I hope that everyone has a great 4th because I sure as hell won't! But you know.. whats changed??
Depressed.....
Crying.....
Can't stand it.....
Have to find my way out.....
Wanting love.....
Wanting someone to listen.....
Someone I can trust.....
~JaImE~